January 5, 2014

Homosexual

An infotainment news in a website about the breakup of Ricky Martin and his longtime boyfriend, Carlos Gonzalez, had been a pretty long discussion between two sides, are agree and disagree about being a gay. I actually just put my comment there as a mommy and a teacher of hundreds young males. I was in this case not judging wrong or right of being a gay. I got thumb nails down and up for the short comment, however.

Curiosity made me scrolling down all comments to read.
There was an interesting explanation in the discussion that being a gay was a disorder. It's said that the disorder would be higher 3 times for homosexual than heterosexual. It’s surprised me, however. I thought that homosexuality was ‘only’ about how to face and to handle desires and feelings. I thought that we might feel something nice for nice guys but we for sure couldn’t feel the same for bad people. It’s simple as it.
 
I care about young males who I’m with, indeed, as young females. I more than once discussed about gays and homosexual globally in my class in chemistry term. I taught my own young boy since his early age that a male should be tied up with a female. I had never told him that being a gay was wrong. I made my own way to explain my concept by always saying that he had to choose a female as his wife. In additional I might say that God allowed men to have one, two, three, or four females but to have only one was the best way ever. I never said possibility of having a man for him. So in this viewpoint he would think that the right couple for a man be with is a female. 

I do think that being a homosexual is a choice. For example, if I have two men who offer me a love, but I don’t feel the same yet, I may look deeper which I would like being with. For sure if it’s possible I will choose a better nicer cleverer richer one who I’m comfort being with. In case one can’t fulfill my big list I will choose one with the most criteria. It’s simple as it, once again. It’s pretty funny for me if one says being a homosexual isn’t a choice, because he can’t choose whom he wanna be with. 

Have you seen a little boy would like another little boy sexually? I, indeed, have never seen an example in my life. Should we state that little boys have better viewpoint than us, who consider ourselves as adults-mature people with deeper-wider views? I don’t wanna come into such world, anyhow.

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April 14, 2008

P*RN

When I heard that Indonesian government would close any fissure of porn in internet, I thought it’s pretty crazy. But it happened. The government would like to have idiot citizen by locking the p*rn in internet, right? It’s not because I like to watch porn spreading in internet as I have a teen with me but how we can say something is p*rn or another thing isn’t because p*rn is not same for every single person.

The saddest thing for me is they also block Youtube even we may find so many good channels over there. As I have no much time to watch television and because television just give me nothing so I’d like to watch news from Youtube. From Youtube, I knew how the world – ordinary people in the world in this context – accepts Indonesians and my country. I also learnt new vision of my religion over there. But they block it and they can’t show me other choices to improve my needs. How stupid!

I have my own opinion about this case why the government would like to block certain websites. You know, when someone thinks others will do something he probably has done that. So… because so many members of parliament loved to watch p*rn in internet and their children also loved to watch the same, they thought the p*rn would spread in all homes of Indonesians and it’s very danger because they won’t be the special members of p*rn websites!

Today they’ve planned to block Wikipedia and Google. They think Google has opened the way for porn. Don’t they know that Google is a search engine? By blocking a search engine meaning you’re closing a street! I’d love to inform those idiot people to block Yahoo! and Yahoo! messenger also. If they did it, they’re really idiot donkeys!God knows how they have been closing any door of Indonesian people to see the wide world.

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March 11, 2008

THEY WERE JUST BIG A**HOLES!

Don't think I'm bad when you read the title above. It's what I said when I checked my class forum today and I found out so many porn pictures and links over there. Too bad that I didn't check it for about 2 weeks. I just hope none had seen those f****** pictures because they did go to a wrong forum. My forum was created to relate my students, my fellow chemistry teachers, and me. It's the place where we all may write something about chemistry or ask and get answer of chemistry fields or other fields which relate with chemistry. But it's so bad that those f****** people came over there and put many such pictures. What the f*** were they thinking when they sent those all to my class forum? I really got mad at that time.
I didn't know where I should run my words to blame those people. If I'd find them out I'd kick their big assholes for sure! I do hate such people who just put sex in their emptied mind! They may do whatever they wanna do but why they must send all bad stuffs to an education forum?! They must read my posts and they shouldn't act bad. They maybe good f***er but why they need to show such vulgar porn to teens as my students are under 16 years old? they're dumb a**holes!

HOW DID?

It happened because I managed my 3 posts open for public. I did it because a few students and fellow teachers asked me not put a restriction as I didn't check my forum regularly. I thought what if spam and random sites came? But I thought then it'd be okay as it's an education forum. The adults sites -don't care who the admins- will think twice to responds such forum. It will look so funny to put porn sites in any eduction forum or sites I think. But the hell it happened! They must be jumpin' to the hell!

I was so shocked seeing such porn pictures on my forum. They ain't not naked pictures only but people over there showed many styles to readers how to f*** and some women -old or young- were doing 'something' with their vagina. First I thought I just typed a wrong site address so I linked back. Then I deleted them all with unhappy feeling while I was thinking if one or some students had linked them. As I was deleting them, a friend came for a chat by messenger. After saying hi, I sent 'shiitttt' to him. He asked me what had been happening to me to say such word for him. I explained him with many shit-f*** words and typed the explanation so fast.


WARNING!

To all students who don't understand how bad (as I didn't!) people out there, I warn you all to be more careful to open your sites for public because some parts of the world don't understand how to proud others' privacy. As I'd ever said to my friend that there were two kinda people who bad or good. The bad ones may go to your site and do what they do to me. Anyway it's an expensive experience for me.

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March 2, 2008

Wasting Time

What will take your time much? Watching on TV, reading newspapers, chatting with neighbors, or something else? I run mine now as I have no much spare time to do such things above. You know, jobs, kid, students are my perfect reasons to say so. If I might have a little spare time, I'd spend it here in internet. Will it waste my time? First I don't think so but I know I do then.


Imagine this....
I must go to my university to study for 4 days a week from 7 morning to 5 evening. Then at night I'll spend time with students and kid to check how good their day or help them a little in their home works or lessons or just even chit chat with them. It will finish after 10 pm of each day. 


Then the time for myself to take care of myself or just look on the mirror to check my face getting older day by day:) No, it's not time for doing such cared-myself, but it's time to check emails. As you all do, I have some email addresses separating them based on who will receive emails. Because I have some works, so I need some emails to get the best what kinda work I'm talking about or what kinda people I'm sending emails. So I have emails for personal business, personal, and school with its jobs. As I have more than one email addresses, it will be impossible to check them all only in a few seconds. I then will try to spend so much time which I should pay for myself -here- in internet to check emails, to reply some important emails, do a job asked by personal business to do -such as editing work papers-, to edit stories, and so on. I usually come to post something into my blogs or forum. I usually write an article in 10-20 minutes. I have no much time to edit them as I've just learned to build a blog. A website page where I've been joining will be managed by my friends. I'll just post. 

Having my own blogs giving me many advantages. As I used to write a diary since I was in elementary school. It started with a thick diary, pretty heavy books and a locked file then. Now I'm here using internet to write all things not just my daily activity but also education and human being issues, the things which filling my head fully. I up till now can't control myself not to write besides paid stories. It doesn't take much time but still it needs time, does it?

Without checking the clock, I'll know that early morning is coming. With my tired body, I won't face the mirror but just lay body on bed. Don't you think I've wasted my time here then?

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