Just Wished I Could Sleep Till the Sun Burnt

I just wished I could sleep and would never wake up any more.  

Have you ever felt your heart is empty though you have filled it with a number of a book’s pages? You’re in crowded but you’re feeling so lonely. People speak but you can’t hear their voices. When you can hear them, theirs just make you sick. You rub their skin but you can’t feel their warm. When their eyes stare at you, you get freezing. When you do your spouse, you get ice covers your shaft. You try to escape but no a way out. You try to run as far as you can but your feet just step on a same hell. 

I just wished I could sleep and would never wake up any more.  

Have you ever checked your mail box over and over just to see if you can find an e-mail which will never been sent to you? You browse internet and hit a number of websites but you don’t understand even a word till you realize the pages end already. Have you ever got your brain is full as you are thinking nothing? You wanna arrange a statement but your loaded brain makes you to stop thinking. Your eyes shed a tear when TV broadcasts a comedy. You then blame yourself why you can’t see the heroic side of superman. 

What will you do after you get yourself is still being in such situation? Smoking? Being a drunker? Having wild sex? Driving high speed? Taking a pilgrim? Screaming loudly? Yelling others? What will you do? 

 I just wished I could sleep and would never wake up any more.